Wednesday, May 11, 2011

How to save a life

This song is about two friends that become distin form each other. And one of the friends is remembering the good time they spend together. This is one problem that almost everybody goes thru atleast once. They think the friends they have right now will always be there and some will but some end up movin because their parents found a better job.But it is good to remember them and to never forget and always keep them in your heart.
This happen to me twice I lost a really close friend over a stupid reason. People use to say we were like sister because we were always together and we did everything together but then we started to grow older and we grew apart. But no matter what happen I still and always remember her in my heart and remember all the good time we spend together.
Another expirience I had wa s that one of my friends had to move to another town because her parents found a better job she was like my lil sister cause she was shorter than me  but the good thing is that I still get to see her and talk to her once in a while .
Like the guy in the song  keeps remembering the good time he spend with his friend I also remember the good time I spend  with mine.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The real world

The world can be a friend,
But also an enenmy
 She starts crying
Cause her father is dieing
She tries to take her life away
Not knowing what to do

The line keeps beeping
Her heart bearly beating
The line stops.........

And her fathers hands drops......

It took us..........

It took us a year to talk to each other
It took us six months to become friends
it tooks us three month to be close to one another it took us twenty-four hours to fall in love with one another
But it took u less than 12 hours to forget about me
But it will take me more than 24 hours to forget what we been thru

Friday, April 29, 2011

What Happens to life after you die?

Does it keep going
Like it did before
Or stop like a broken clock
An then it starts back over again


Does it shine like when you were alive
Or does it turn gray  cause your no longer there
Like the day you said goodbye
Maybe its just normal
Like it was before you left


Or does all this  even exist?

Monday, February 28, 2011

Sexual Abuse

sexual abuse is just another word  for being rape or  being taken by force by a stranger or just sometime by a family member. Also it is being hurt by someone. In this website http://www.aaets.org/arts/art31.htm its says that "every year in one country  there is about two million people get  brutally beaten or sexually abused." about 3,000 to 5,000 die every year. About 53% of the people that get abuse or more likely to be arrested juveniles, and 38% more likely to be arrested for a violent crime. some of thoes 3,000 woman, men or child sometimes end up with a horriable disease that nobody would ever want to have becuase you hve to take medicen your whole life and sometimes  peoplw will judge you.So if this ever happen to you  or a love one dont keep it to yourself speak up dont be afraid and let  the authority take care of it. It better speaking the truth and letting other help than not telling the truth and beign sad your rest of you life. I found a poem that talk about a little girl getting abuse.


I'm 17 and have been sexually abused for 8 years. I'ts still not over completely, and the future doesn't seem too good. So for anyone in my position please don't feel alone because I know what it feels like. I hope that for every abused child out there that everything will be ok. Just don't ever give up the fight because you've done nothing wrong. I just wish someone somewhere, would try and understand. I know its hard to be happy...its the hardest thing in the world. So I wrote this poem to express how I feel. I hope you like it xxxx

No Way Out

© Louise
He came into my life
when I was just a little girl
I was happy and young
And then he changed my world

One night I was in bed
And he came to say goodnight
except he took a little longer
before he turned out the light


He really hurt me that night
And I didn't know what to do
I thought it happened to most
well every little boy and girl

I lay in bed that night
Hurting inside and out
tears streaming down my face
I tried hard not to shout out


I put that tragic night
to the back of my head
playing games at school
there was nothing to be said


A year had passed along
and then it happened again
My mum was out at work
it was him and me again


I was sat next to him
just watching the TV
when he pulled me close to him
and again molested me


I thought it only happened once
When I had done something bad
but now I knew I was wrong
I felt alone and sad


And 8 years on I got
the courage to tell someone
the police got involved and stuff
I was hated by my mum


she kicked me out that day
and stuck right by his side
saying I was attention seeking
and that it was all lies


so in the end it got too much
and I told the police I lied
everything went back to normal
I swear I wish I'd died


everything was going well
until he sent me those texts
saying he would kill himself
it was all my fault instead


so I went back to the police
and told them it all again
he's moved out for now
its investigating time again


but my mum still hates me
and thinks its all a lie
I feel so alone right now
I wish I would just die


I've told a couple of friends
but its hard for them you see
to put up with something as stupid
as a teenager like me


all I do is mope and cry
because no-one understands
what I feel inside each day
please someone take my hand


I cut myself sometimes
When the pain gets too much
I hate him for what he did
and where he used to touch


I often think I'll run away
or step into the road
my future seems so black and dim
I'm only 17 years old


And if the case is dropped
he will come back home again
and I'll be back to where I began
In a world of sadness and pain


I hope someone hears my cry
and says they understand
I just don't know what to do anymore
I'm scared and on my own


So you see I'm stuck forever
I just want to scream and shout
But there's something you have to know
That for me, there's no way out




Source: No Way Out, Abuse Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad/poetry.asp?poem=22941#ixzz1FHrsXdWn

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Just Listen tHink1

                                                            JUST LISTEN!!!
How many times have we heard these words in our live? Well most of the average teenager would say always becuase if we dont hear it at school we hear it in our houses, and if it's not here then its when were talking with with our friends, but sometimes we just get tierd of hearing it that we just go off on who ever says that but then we feel bad. But have you actually stopped and think that they might have a reason for telling you to just listen for once in your life cause they have something important to tell you but just walk out or tell them to tell you later and then later become a week and a week become a month on so on. So for once nomatter what your doing just stop and listen to the person that is trying to comunicate with them. Cause they might need something or might feel bad or just need some one to talk to.
The book im reading is called Just Listen by Sarah Dessen and it abouts girl named Annabel who lost one of her best friend in the summer
friend Sophie because she thought that Annabel was trying to sleep with her friend when he actually try to rape her but sophie didnt know that
she also has an a sister that is anorexic and then she meet a boy named Owen and with week pass the become friends then they go out but all of the sudden
Annabel leaves with out telling him "why" and he get mads. But I dont want to spoil the book for y'all so youhave to read the book to see if Annabel become friends with her old friend again and if her Owen gets back together. Like I said you just have to stop and listen becausein the book Sophie didnt let Annabel explain about what had happen with her boyfriend because she dicided to listen to her boyfriend instead of
annabel.
So when ever someone is trying to talk to you just stop what your doing and just stop and Just Listen for once you never know what they are gonna say.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

A MidSummer's Day

                                                 A Mid Summer's Day



It was a midsummer day in Oklahoma, Sean was driving back from the market when he spotted the most beautiful girl he ever seen her name was Daisy was making her way down the street with her two little brothers. Sean didn't believe that there was such thing as the perfect girl.Since then Sean could not stop thinking about the girl he saw on the way back form the market an days passed and he started falling in love with that mysteries girl. One day Sean was with his life long friend Ryan when he saw Daisy, Ryan was so amazed by her beauty that he went to talk to her and ask her what her name was the girl responded " My name is Daisy".Then Ryan asked Daisy if she would like to go on a date with him but Ryan was in bad luck because  Daisy said "NO" because she didn't know was Ryan was he was a stranger to her. A few days passed and Sean saw her and went to introduce himself. When she saw him she was out of breath. She was thinking that Sean was the most handsome guy she ever seen, he had light brown eyes, he was a strong guy and was really sweet when it came down to talking to lady. After that day Sean and Daisy started hanging out almost everyday of the week.


After a few month passed Sean thought it was time to ask her if she would like to be his girlfriend. When he did Daisy was so happy she didn't have to think twice before she said "YES".
Then one day Ryan saw Sean and Daisy at the movie holding hands and acting like a couple, at that time he didn't know that his best friend was going out with the girl he had asked out a couple a months ago. Ryan got so mad because he thought his best-friend had betrayed him by not telling him he was going out with Daisy. The next day Ryan went over to Sean's and asked him why he didn't have the guts to tell him that he had a new girlfriend and that girl was Daisy. Ryan was so mad when Sean told him he had fallen in love with Daisy since the first time he seen her he said it was like love at first sight. Ryan was dieing of anger that he punched Sean so hard in the face he fell to the ground fainting at the impact. Ryan felt so bad that he had done that he ran out quickly. He didn't know if Sean would be able to get up. He was hurt really bad his face was all red and swollen up but instead of getting mad at him he understood what his friend was going through. He felt betrayed.
A few weeks passed and Sean went over to Ryan house to talk to him about the night he got mad.


"Hey man" said Sean
"Hey" said Ryan
I came to talk to you about the other night , you left with out me explaining anything about Daisy, and you gave me quite a hit in the face it took me for ever to heel."
Ryan " I’m really sorry man I over reacted I don't know what happen I just felt betrayed that you couldn't tell me ya’ll two were a couple, I felt stupid trying to talk to her when she already had you."
Sean, "SORRY" I really wanted to tell you man but didn't know who you were going to react when I told you we were going out
Ryan, "Well it don't matter now . I wish you the best with Daisy man I really do.But I don't think we should still be friends I don't think I can trust you anymore."

Sean, I understand, and well I guess ill see you around. I gotta go meet Daisy parents. Later man
Ryan, OK well have fun. Later


After that day Sean didn't see Ryan or talked to him. After a year Daisy and Sean were planning their wedding. and seeing who they were gonna invite when they came up to Ryan name Sean said he would invite him but he knew he wouldn't show up. After a week passed Sean and Daisy got married and moved out of Oklahoma to start a new life and a new family of their own. And they lived happily ever after.